"You’re still by my side when all the things I’ve done have left you bleeding". That is why in the cases on women sexually abused a lot of them contemplate and try suicide. All people who are abused do not want to admit it happened but the longer you keep it a secret the more it eats one up on the inside. The cancer is the memories that only come at night when you are alone and they keep you awake. One can then see that this song is a prayer to God. When read from the outlook of someone that was abused in some way.
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"No spoon full of sugar could make it sweet The cancer inside stealing my sleep Night after night it keeps haunting me The secrets I keep Are tearing me up inside I try to hide and then I wonder why". My InterpretationI believe that the song is about someone that was hurt by someone else. "You’re still by my side when all the things I’ve done have left you bleeding" - Admitting that they're still standing with you after everything you've done too them has caused great harm. "It’s why You’re still standing by this sinner’s side" Because love is blind to oblivious things and it makes you look past the faults and just hope it will be the same, why you're still staying with them. Love must be blind" - Saying it's true that love is blind. You don’t need tears for alibis" - Asking for forgiveness but knowing you've hurt them to much for them to forgive you. "I’m asking please, but I can see in your eyes I’m tripping over all the times I’ve lied" - Breaking down over all the times you've lied to protect yourself. Nobody wants to pay the asking price" - We all want to be loved but you're scared that saying what you've done will make everyone hate you and all your honor is lost. I don’t need to be the hero tonight" - Surrendering to the struggle and expressing it, even though it may make you seem like a bad person. "Why I’m still running when I know there’s no escaping" - Asking yourself why you keep running and hiding from it when you know you can't escape it because it's within you. I try to hide and then I wonder why" - Basically like above, your secrets are causing you pain and you're struggling to deal with it. Night after night it keeps haunting me" - Something about you or that you've done that you have kept secret but it still hurts you alot. No spoon full of sugar could make it sweet" - Being prepared to open up about something and knowing that it won't be pretty. Even though you don't deserve it love is oblivious to these things which is why you're still standing. I do think that if this choice of song was intentional (not just some random 40’s song) it makes their relationship much more meaningful, and the idea that they were actually together becomes more plausible too.My InterpretationMy interpretation of this song is that it's about coming out and admitting the truth about something you've hidden from someone for such a long time and asking for forgiveness. Now let’s say bucky and steve had a relationship before he became captain america, this song becomes more of a love song considering these lyrics - “kiss me once again it’s been a long, long time”Īlso, since he lost bucky, it’s probable to say that he still thinks about him - even if you don’t believe they were ever together I think he always remembers bucky in some way, because when he was gone steve’s life seemed emptier without him Taking it literally, bucky is only a few feet away from steve at this point (they meet on the roof later on in the scene), they never thought they would see each other again and here they are, but neither of them can talk because bucky is brainwashed and doesn’t recognise steve So kiss me once, then kiss me twice then kiss me once again it’s been a long, long time Or just how empty they all seemed without you You’ll never know how many dreams i’ve dreamed about you Haven’t felt like this my dear since I can’t remember when, it’s been a long, long time Kiss me once, then kiss me twice then kiss me once again it’s been a long, long time
Never thought that you would be standing here so close to me, there’s so much I feel that I should say, but words can wait until some other day
Can we talk about this scene in the winter soldier for a minute? The song playing is Harry James It’s Been A Long Long Time, and I think it’s perfect because just look at the lyrics: